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whats wrong with me?

I feel like fucking death.
maybe if my heart stops beating this wont hurt so much ='[
Maybe if i run to the farthest city, town, whatever.
I won't miss you. or think of you. or love you anymore. Maybe?
I just don't know what to do anymore.
seems like no matter what i do, and what i say.
you're always going to wanna be without me ='[
the one person who i thought loved me; always and forever,
just left.
abandoned me.
did you mean it when you said forever and never?
did you mean it when you told me that that that you loved me?
All i hear in my head; is the two months you said you didnt. ='[
its all i hear. </33 i still love you. i still want to spend all my time with you. grow fucking old with you. the feelings wont go away!! i wanna be numb again ='[ </3333 IM SORRY IM FUCKED UP!! =[ Im sorry <33

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