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Im sorry i called you tonight.
i don't know why i did,
But i often find myself dialing your number. especially at night.
honestly, sometimes i don't even know im doing it.
i hung up. i regret it, but i did. i hung up.

today was weird.

you were weird.

i was weird.

everything was weird.

i felt like someone else was supposed to be in my place today.

like i wasn't supposed to be me, someone else was. but not me.

i feel like. another person.

its weird, i can see and feel myself doing things;

and i know that im doing them.

i just. don't feel like me at all.

tingly and awake, yet so tired. i'm feeling things that i've never felt

before. emotions. the feeling of things. thoughts.

fucked up thoughts.

and i want sleep. but this person. this someone.. they won't let me.

























i need help.

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