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Good thing my heart is numb.

You've given me alot to think about already...


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Jul. 27th, 2009 07:05 am (UTC)
I told you that i felt as if these were the reasons you were spending time
with me, and you told me no.
Im starting to think that was a lie.
I don't need you.
i don't need you to be my punching bag or my shield; my protection.
I don't need you to hold my hand through this,
to make me stronger. To make me feel better.
I don't need you to kiss me; and hold me, and tell me you love me.
All in high hopes that i'll feel better.
nothing in the fucking world could make me feel better right now;
not even you kaylin.
You destract me; like work would, a friend would, shopping, anything.
You. make. it. go. away.

I was a fucking idiot for telling you; for expecting you to

spend all this time with me ='[

- - i dont even know why i come on here and check this shit half the time; I'm at a loss for words. I'm sorry for whats happened, and I'm sorry that you feel that way about us spending time together now. I want to be there for you and recent events have made that more certain. But I'm not gonna be your distraction. You need to deal with this your way. Not with me. I never expected I could make it better, not even a bit. And you just made that all the more clear. Sigh. I don't know what you expect from me. I really dont. I'm sorry if I make you feel better rather than worse, If I make things more difficult rather than better. This is just getting incredibly messy. And I dont know what the hell to do. =[
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